January 23rd, 2007

Time: 08:10 pm

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December 6th, 2006

Time: 12:53 pm

rar! last day of class is officially OVER!!! yaay! :) now onto MAD catching up with work for final papers, projects, portfolios, and exams! tho i only have one exam... XP i have decided as of last night that i kinda wanna get into a pull-all-nighters sleep schedule, just so i wont feel so crappy when i need to stay awake at ungodly hours. sheez. im getting old.

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May 9th, 2004

Current Music: fried wonton skins Time: 03:30 pm

( survey )

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May 5th, 2004

Current Music: dumplings Time: 11:00 pm

people comment much more on ljs... ( songs! )</font>

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June 21st, 2003

Current Music: milk Time: 10:51 am Current Mood: amused

raeraechan Magic Number 8 Job Most Hated Person - Ever Personality The Glass Is Half-Full! Temperament Check My Pulse Sexual Straight Likely To Win The Lottery Me - In A Word Chinny Colour Brought to you by MemeJack hehee *is amused too* ^_____^

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May 7th, 2003

Current Music: cranberry juice Time: 06:36 pm Current Mood: goodbye

im going back to blogger. i miss my bloggie... it is calling to me. lj shall be kept for pics. bai!

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Current Music: dragon breath Time: 05:30 am Current Mood: blank

Rar! look at my mad waking up skills! *feels better* ive slept my sorrow away and have forgotten what i was upset about. now on to hw...

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Current Music: no food. DAMN IT. Time: 01:05 am Current Mood: frustrated

my emotional stability has just gone kaput! *applause ensues* :D DAMN it. and i have work to do too. CRAP. *sobs*

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May 6th, 2003

Current Music: bbq chicken Time: 07:54 pm Current Mood: mellow

Disorder Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: Moderate Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Low Histrionic: Low Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: Moderate Dependent: Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive: Low -- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- i feel psychologically stable.

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Current Music: gritty veggies, fried potatos Time: 06:45 pm Current Mood: stupid

sigh sigh. i think too much... blah. heh. cryptic poetry. how stupid. ~___~ 'pologies. you, knew, new... ew? tired. tired. no sleep, headache. times may be a'changin, but its changin far too fast for me. in the night, in my dreams, im in love with you.. and you talk to me like... wait. you dont. will you remember me? forget me... maybe someday i'll forget you too. gotta let go. let go. no? growing distances are a self fulfilled prophecy... to me. 'pologies. i said i trust in you. i still do. sigh. apologies. ~____~

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Current Music: king size twix Time: 01:32 pm Current Mood: numb

;____; APs smell like butt. even worse then guys... blaaaaaah. XP

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Current Music: no food. Time: 01:47 am Current Mood: awake

shamelessly stolen from christian. XP bedtime surveys... must. fall. asleap... have you.. x. Fallen for your best friend - nah x. Made out with JUST a friend - no x. Been rejected - yes x. Been in love - yes x. Used someone - to? x. Been used - probably willingly... x. Cheated on someone – no x. Been cheated on – no x. Done something you regret – no use in regretting Who was the last person.. x. You touched – Tien x. You talked to in person – Tien x. You hugged – Anran online. Christian in person. x. You instant messaged - anran x. You yelled at - no idea. dont really yell... x. You laughed with – charlene x. you had a crush on - anran x. Who broke your heart – mwaaa... ~___~ do you.. x. Color your hair - no x. Have tattoos - no (but i will tomorrow.. err.. today..) x. Piercings - no x. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both - gf x. Floss daily - hahaha...ha.. no. x. Own a webcam - no x. Ever get off the damn computer - no x. Habla espanol - non Have you/do you/do you have... x. Considered a life of crime - mmm.. prostitution... x. Considered being a hooker – see above x. Considered being a pimp – sure ^___^ x. Are you psycho – nah x. Split personalities - no x. Obsessive - sometimes x. Obsessive compulsive - shakes head x. Panic - only over the unexpected *coughs-at-sarah-and-katie* x. Anxiety – nah. x. Depressed - not easily. x. Suicidal - no x. Obsessed with hate - ?? no. x. If you could be anywhere, where would it be - bed. asleap. x. Can you do anything freakish with your body – bend only the first joints o my fingers, pressure them so they pop, and flare my nostrils ^__^ rar. x. Chicken or fish - mmm... hard choice. popeyes is awesome and steamed fish? *dies* x. Do you have a favorite animal – Cats x. Current Clothes – pjs. ...No, seriously. x. Current Mood – bored and too awake x. Current Music - nothing. tv has a scary movie on tho. x. Current Taste – saliva x. Current Hair - wet x. Current Annoyance - not being able to sleep x. Current Smell - laundry x. Current thing I ought to be doing - sleeping x. Current Desktop Picture – kero-chan and a huge sakura flower x. Current Favorite Group – dairy x. Current Book – Ap cliffs ~___~ x. Current DVD In Player - prolly fight club. x. Current Refreshment - mwrar. nothing. >_< x. Current Worry - PJ x. Current Crush - no one. x. Current Favorite Celebrity - jen. who does SoF Favorite.. x. Drink – Milk x. Color – Red. Dark Green x. Shoes – dont care. x. Candy – peach gummies x. Animal – see above x. TV Show - the sexy cooking show on style. cause i dont get the food channel. ~_~;; x. Movie - yawns... em. lilo & stitch... x. Dance - rave. Are you.. x. Understanding - meh. i try x. Open-minded - see above x. Insecure - only with a certain someone. meh. x. Interesting - like a biscuit. x. Hungry - no. tired. x. Friendly - meh. i spose. x. Smart - sure. x. Moody – nah. x. Childish - yah. the easily amused part anyway. x. Independent - like a parasite. x. Hard working - no x. Organized – semi x. Healthy – yah x. Emotionally Stable - nod. mostly. x. Shy - sometimes. more like passive x. Difficult - not really. depends who you are. x. Attractive - not particularly x. Bored Easily - nah x. Thirsty - no, but i'm probably dehydrated and dont know it. x. Responsible - mildly x. Sad - sometimes x. Happy - mostly ^__^ x. Trusting - yes x. Talkative - in small spurts. meh. x. Unique – like everyone else? x. needy – im cold. Who do you want to.. x. Kill - like id tell you. *rolls eyes* x. Slap - myself. and tell myself to go to bed. x. Look like - none of you, that's for sure... XP x. Be like - anyone asleap x. Talk to offline - my ceramics crowd On you.. x. Name - Paula x. Nicknames - Rae x. Age - 16 x. Hair color - Dark Brown x. Birthday – June 29 x. Eye Color - Dark Brown x. Siblings - Tien x. How do you describe yourself - i dont. x. What's your sign - a faceless cat @___@ x. Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend – something like that ^__^ On friends.. x. Best Friend(s) offline - my envirothon team RAR! x. Friend(s) you go to for advice - myself. x. Friend(s) you have the most fun with - pan, christian, todd, bdo x. Friend(s) you've dreamt about – anran, easha, yeelan, tobin, ping, others i cant put my finger on... x. Friend(s) your tell secrets to - bdo, jaya, pan, vlurry, anyone who asks. (i dont keep too many of my own) yay. maybe i can fall asleap now. ~____~ night all.

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Current Music: not hungry Time: 12:52 am Current Mood: blah

cant sleep damn it ~______~ i see dp people. they're everywhere. @___@

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May 5th, 2003

Current Music: yawns... mmm. no food. must work... >___ Time: 12:45 am Current Mood: blah

mommy is mad at me cause i slept all saturday and didnt start hw till tonight she says i dont manage my time well blaaaah. is there a better way? i like my way. XP

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May 3rd, 2003

Current Music: anglo italian triffle @_____@, black rice, and prawns... Time: 08:43 pm Current Mood: contemplative

ANGER 1. Who did you last get angry with? mmm... daddy. 2. What is your weapon of choice? love. (its formidible) 3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? haha yah. ^__^ 4. How about of the same sex? mmm... prolly. 5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? dunno. prolly daddy. 6. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? i forget them. 7. (I know there was supposed to be a 7th question here....) ne?? SLOTH 1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? hw. jump around... 2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? two 3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: my mentor. and michelle in chicago. 4. What is the last lame excuse you made? no time 5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)? ew. no. 6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? um. somat like four weeks ago... 7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? None. GLUTTONY 1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? anything from starbucks 2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? dark. in 1lb chunks 3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? a glass of champagne 4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? no. ew. 5. Do you have an issue with your weight? nah 6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? salty. but i prefer the word savory. 7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, "LUNCH"? mmm... children... LUST 1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? random people at the pool. and myself. but ive seen numerous cousins naked. and my mommy and tien tien... 2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? random people at the pool. and aforementioned family... 3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? yaaar ^_____^;; (have stories too) 4. Have you "done it"? nah. 5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? i have a thing for necks. and meebee back. check it: http://stringsoffate.com/comic/3_18.jpg 6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? nah. 7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? nope. GREED 1. How many credit cards do you own? 0. ;_; 2. What's your guilty pleasure store? renn fest @___@ 3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? buy a house. decorate it. invite people over. have a PARTAY! 4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? Rich. 5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? sure. when i have mega-bucks. i can quit ^____^ 6. Have you ever stolen anything? yar. i was the candy lifter. (you know why the candy is right by the cashier in the super markets? its cause o kids like me!) 7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? beats me. dont care. PRIDE 1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? its never what i do.. ~__~;; maybe my collumnist project. how sad is that... ~__~. oh i like my renn costume ^__^ RAR! 2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? o_O gotten into blair. 3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? make people happy. 4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? not if i do my best. but when i slack. yah. 5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? heh. envirothon... XDD 6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? sure. psych quizzes... mmm... 7. What did you do today that you're proud of? the only things ive done are sleep and eat an lj. ENVY 1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? i want sebs confidence, anrans pride, tsui's smarts, lynns looks, eashas family, dao's organization skills, pans career preparations, vlurry's house in jaya's location, who else? i know ive forgotten people... but no. i wouldnt take any of it. 2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? id trade spaces with... the guy that runs the condo in australia... lynn knows what im talkin bout ^__~ 3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? id like to be anran for two minutes. but he'd never let me. 4. Have you ever been cheated on? nah. 5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? shrug. boobs and a small waist XD 6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? nothing really 7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? ^__^ ego booster for the maker! Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? gluttony. 7 Virtues FAITH 1. What religion do you follow? Catholicism 2. What religion were you raised as? Roman Catholic 3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? both 4. Do you believe in magic? magic? i prefer miracles 5. What was the last promise you broke? to do hw. 6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it? no. 7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? yes. God. HOPE 1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? yah ^__^ 2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? happiness sums it all. 3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? yah. but i expect failure so im never dissapointed ^__^ 4. Do you believe in magic? this was asked afore... 5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? nah. raffle... yar. 6. Do you gamble? YAAAR 7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? um... it doesnt work that way does it? ive gone to stuff in bad weather tho. CHARITY 1. What causes do you support? feed the hungry gigs and build the community gigs and performance arts. specially if my buds are performing ^________^ 2. What causes have you given money or time to? the above 3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? soup kitchen 4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel-inherent worldwide charity group? yah 5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street? sometimes 6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food? food ^__^ and ive offered my house. 7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? i forget ^__^;;; FORTITUDE 1. What are you most afraid of? people 2. What did you do today that was really brave? mmm... put my life on the net? ^_____^ 3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why? mother theresa, cause shes awesomely brave. 5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? more courage 6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? yaah ^_______^ 7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? follower. i am the audience. i support people. ^_____^ JUSTICE 1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? too little 2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it? id find a way out. 3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)? shake head >__< *crinkles nose* 4. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA? whaaa? 5. What was your favorite media circus trial? o_OOO 6. Have you ever written a letter to a politician? sure. in class. TEMPERANCE 1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? net life 2. Do you collect anything? money... (please give me some ^_______^)... novelties 3. Are you addicted to anything? scratches head... life? o_OO 4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? er... not that i can think of... 5. What's your preferred method of paying for things? no choice! >___< cash. 6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do: why? ask me in person... 7. Do you feel that you obsess over things? yah. PRUDENCE 1. Who is the wisest person you know? God ^___^ 2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? yes. christmas vigil, easter vigil, new years vigil, vigil with the pope, meteor shower vigils, food vigils, hw vigils... etc. 3. Do you take advice when it's given? when i agree 4. What area are you wisest in? :\ im not so wise... you tell me. 5. Do you drive defensively? I dont drive. 6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? viiirrrrgin! (like its a bad thing... XPP) 7. What did you learn today? im not sure. but i wonder. if people are sorry for something... what keeps them from telling the world about it? (in reference to 6 under temperance) And of course, what is your favorite heavenly virtue? you gotta have faith! XDD

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Current Music: beef salad and fried rice Time: 07:03 pm Current Mood: bored

mmmm... slept after posting and got up to eat dinner... gonna go back to sleep soon. feget hw! >_< *scowls fiercely*

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Current Music: americanized chinese food Time: 01:47 pm Current Mood: blah

okies. Another loooooong day. (friday) Did more diddly squat on thursday. after doing those english journals, i felt an onset of passing out. so i passed out and didnt do any hw. Mr.Templin is at wallops so did psych quizzes all through material science and also through lunch. ceramics was boring... we made light switch plates. they were all plain and stupid. I thought we were going to relief them with awesome designs and such... but no, we get to slip them blue. joy. Ms. H's parents ordered them for their kitchen. Apparently its all mosaic-ed over in Italian glass @_@ and they needed lightswitch plates to match. I think they shoulda gone to my metal smithing teacher at glen echo. She makes awesome copper ones with organic designs. Did ja know that copper comes in all shades of the rainbow? she turns them different colors + tis cool + really purty. The plus side is Ms H's folks are getting us pizza fer our senior's party. I found two marbles and a little glass turtle from a box Ms. H was about to throw out. I wanna make a little charm neclace with them. too bad I left my gold wire in the ceramics room. oh well. I spread the joy of SoF to katie (by the by, katie and sarah are craaazy!!) didnt go to lunch again >_< stupid quizzes. Mr Applestein got mad at me too cause i didnt finish two o them. :\ oh well. thats what you get for not cheating. meh. o course in research i did the other two quizzes, and heh. so much for not cheating... kenny and todd were very unsubtle at giving away answers. i was feeling blah. and realized it was prolly the onset of my period. it makes me feel tonnes better when i can blame my depression on something other then myself. Pan called todd a poop for stealing her computer. and she and I laughed over poop for a bit ^___^;; hence the immaturity. Todd told us about his "business" in Ms. Palmers class regarding christian stealing his batteries. apparently they made a whole mock trial out o it and todd talked about the moral degridation of society. *rolls eyes*... we went on to discuss what flavor of ice cream we thought phil was. (he was chattin with us from english class) Math was fun. all we did was integrals on the board. we all got high off o dry-erase markers + such. I got the orange marker XD its awesome. after school bdo, branden and i hung out a tad looking for somewhere to stash their eq. then we went to starbucks and sat there for two hours doing math and playing coin soccer. we ate "chinese" food round 5 and went back to school... lynn chan mooched off o our leftovers... I went to the asian night show. had a slow start... but the costumes were @_______@ wow. and the indian and chinese dances were awesome. Indian clothes are so nice ^___^ oh, and i got a free cambodian cd from the cambodian club. tis purty good. Afterwards i rejoined the SGR spectacular crowd. had impeccable timing cause lynn lynn was about to sing. talked to lynns mom about colleges and such some. at intermission, people were raving ^_____^ so o course i was psyched out and had to go stare for a while. they were playing ddr and matt was doing his string thing. I tried it and flipped out. it was cooler outside then inside... bdo and i sat outside a bit and chatted about stuff. Back inside, bands were taking way too long and playin more then their alloted song spaces. it got to be 1030ish and since they had to be out at 11 to avoid dire consequences, trom and some four other bands were cut from the performance >___< people were upset. we went home ;__; at home, I died, and didnt wake till 12. *yawn* still perty tired. do people bruise more easily when they lack sleep? *shrugs* blah. now im loosing blood too. joy. cramps stink and im getting a headache. wanna go back to bed.

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May 1st, 2003

Current Music: dim sum and milk Time: 09:31 pm Current Mood: tired

mmm... long day. did diddly squat fer hw. had a lovely counselor/parent meeting bout colleges ~____~;; screwed math hw and had a lovely lunch. inspired todd just a little bit, bought fries, and talked to bdo about things taboo to conversation... went to quill after school and did work work work... changed all the page numbers @_@ and checked everything... three times... printed the whole thing out and taped it all together into a book. went to mcDs with tien. then watched the african dance night thing. divas, breakdancers, and step team. divas did somat to grease which was really cute ^___^ and something scary with michael jackson music o_OO... jessie was awwwweesome. david pham and terry came back... and steps was @______@ so good. must redo my sadly diddly squatishly done hw. ;____;

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April 30th, 2003

Current Music: mellon with lime, honey roast pork (cha shao), and wontons Time: 09:21 pm Current Mood: awake

APPLE TREE (Love) - of slight build (hehee!), lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious (mrwwwwaaar!), adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today(RENT!), a carefree philosopher with imagination. luck with that science bowl!! and with those t-shirts too! ^___~ GR- not started... Huckfinn reading- finished. Huckfinn responses- ~____~;; Math- ^______^;;;;;;;;;;;; yah. so much for sleep.

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Time: 04:21 am Current Mood: awed

so cool!! XD http://www.stringsoffate.com/ (more procrastination for me ne? >____<;;)

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